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( My Star) boredd [09 Feb 2004|08:50am] [ mood | crushed ] yes, mr bracs class once again it's sooo fuckin boring.. yay i finally got my avon stuff from danielle and its soo pretty i got a little bracelet and lotssss of valentine mints.. and pefume and all that good stuff.. well the weekend went by soo fast friday i hung out w/ cait n robby for a bit and then went out w/ becky and some people untill like 3 in the morning it was funn *drunk* haa.. sat i went to hartford with robby to see how his life is up there in collage and it doesnt seem like much fun besides the ghetto part! i never thought id see robby living in the ghetto buttt it happened i think hes going to turn ghetto on me. his roommates and all that are allright but a littttle dorky.. i dont think that hartford u. has any pretty people there lol.. well his friend jeff seems pretty cool. anyways im hating myself for liking someone that is becoming an asshole. but anyways the school began and we have 4 more days and then a wholeee week off on friday im going to michelles up in bethany and gettin sooooo wasted and then coming home sometime on saturday.. and if my valentine still wants 2 hang out then thats that. but anywhoo i gg <333 hott dammnnn

( My Star) [09 Feb 2004|08:50am] your bitch. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla

( My Star) [03 Feb 2004|09:10am] [ mood | cranky ] the weekend went by soo slow.. and then yesterday i didnt go to school because i had no motivation to do anything at all!! well im in bracs class right now and i just got my report card pretty good i guess i got all As and Bs except one C in rollins class i guess i deserve it because i got all 60s and 70s on my test and i dont understand how i could go from a B+s on my science 1/4 grade to an F on my midterm school, who could ever understand it

(1 You Are My Star) [30 Jan 2004|09:11am] teach me how to forget..

( My Star) [30 Jan 2004|08:58am] wow everything happened soo fast.. the past month or so was incredible but i guess all good things have an end to them... my eyes are probably soo swallen i been cryong all night and then each time someone asks me in schoo what happened i get tears in my eyes again. only if sports didnt exist. :( im in bracs class again doing nothing but my homework for the next class and i guess after school i might hang out w/ cait n robby but anyhooo.. </3

( My Star) ah huh.. [28 Jan 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | cheerful ] well today i woke nott wanting to go to school at all but i did since we had a early dissmisal for no reason attt all it didnt even snow a bittt!.. and today would be the 27th which would mean its a month that me and scotty been 2gether im so glad we're together and he means a lott to me :).. well anyways we went out to eat before i had to go to work and hung around here for a lil.. day at work was great no managers were basically there so we were free to do a lot more than we usually r.. i made the best necklase out of the paid stickets everr.. i think i just might wear it to school **bling*bling** lol.. crazy cool.. anyways its snowing :) im glad it is just for the fact that we're not going to have school tomorow and that it looks pretty but im not a big fan of the coldness atttt allll.. i think i was made strictly for the summer.. one of these days when i get older im going to make warm snow. to be able to discover and use the huge power you have to change your life. learn how the game is played so you can get unstuck and have more of what you want and need. stop being ticked off and start winning. become someone who gets it. Life Law One: You either get it, or you dont.

( My Star) [26 Jan 2004|07:55pm] [ mood | busy ] i got this from my friend jess*s live journal and i thought it was pretty cool so i desided to put it in mine aswell Someone do this for me, so I have an excuse to do it back. 1. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. how long have you known me? 3. when and how did we first meet? 4. what was your first impression? 5. do you still think that way about me now? 6. what do you think my weakness is? 7. do you think I'll get married? 8. what makes me happy? 9. what makes me sad? 10. what reminds you of me? 11. if you could give me anything what would it be? 12. how well do you know me? 13. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Want to tell me now? 14. do you think I could kill someone? 15. describe me in one word. 16. do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? 17. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 18. are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

(2 You Are My Star) [26 Jan 2004|07:42pm] [ mood | thankful ] the day began when i woke up at 6:50 this morning got ready and went in to work at 8:15... got out and went shopping for a pinkkk blanket! :) i found justt the one to match and it was a good deal too i got it for like 40$$ well anyways.. then i hung around watched some tv and waited for babe to get out of work so he could come over all we did was hang out.. and then he had to leave :( but its okeyy!! because... i got to see him. so as they say its suppost 2 snow tomorow and tuesday im hoping we get a lotttt of it so we have no school. yesterday since i didnt go out or anything i had some time to switch my room a bit and i must say i like it all i have to do now is get the closet redone and get my walls painted my dads been saying for couple months now that hes gona do it but each time i ask him about it he says he'll do it when he has time and i think he really does have time but he just doesnt have the modivation to do it.. i kind of understand that but hey when u start doing something U FINISH IT.. lol.. well im gona get going much love peole dont care about what u mean to do. they only care about what you actually do.

( My Star) [24 Jan 2004|01:40pm] [ mood | energetic ] yess, midterms are finally over next are just finals and then summer.. woohoo! yep so no work for me again andits friday all i need to do it go in and get my money and my scedual and ill be alllll set.. yeah so i think i somehow passes my history midterm only because i was sittin next 2 a smart one lol.. and then my math oh babbyy definately an A+ i took the make up one and i was the only one taking the make up so my teacher, a good guy mr brac told me alll the answers on which ones i was confused on he even corrected me when i got one or two wrong.. hes a big car person so he kept talking about cars and which ones better so i just kept on going along with his car ;) yep im good.. later on babys stopping by and then im off to danialles.. well buhbbyeee here is another promise you must be willing to make to yourself ever single day: you must be willing to change

( My Star) [23 Jan 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | disappointed ] i finally got to go to the stupid dmv in bpt today to make my appointment for my drivers lisence and good news is taht i got it but i was hoping more like to get it feb end of feb but no march 18th is better, NOTT.. ne ways the rest of the day was fine i woke up late took a shower and then i was writing in my junral and someoneeee desided to text me and i got off called them and my baby was in front of my house that made my dayy!! thanxz baby!.. any hoooooo.. illl get going if you want to be outstanding-no matter what it is you want to do then youre first going to have to stand up to yourself. you may find that the person who is truly holding you back is not a parent or a teacher or the world in general. whats holding you back is _you_

( My Star) one of those days.. [23 Jan 2004|02:56pm] the day began when i woke up at 1.. my clock kind of just desided to stop at 9 something so when i woke up around 10 i looked at the clock and i was like hey what the hell its only 9 something and i went back to bed and then my brother came in and yelled at me thats its 1.. i couldnt believe it.. but todays just one of those days that i dont have school and no work so im just gona hang around maybe finally go get my appointment for my test.. and idk whatever comes along with that..

( My Star) [22 Jan 2004|12:30pm] [ mood | disappointed ] yeah so i dont think i did good at all on my midterms.. i had to take english and science today.. in english half the stuff that was on it we didnt even learn the teacher even said it himself.. so thats not good and then in science same thing we didnt go over the stuff enough so it was just a terrible midterm day hopefully math and history will go better.. other than that the day has just begun have over 3 hours to do whatever and then off to work from 4:15-9:30 longgg dday at work.. im gona get going and illttyl you miss 100 percent of the shots you never take - wayne gretzky

( My Star) [21 Jan 2004|01:51pm] [ mood | sad ] today was a total waste of make up and waking up early i thought i was going with robby to get my appointment for my lisence and taht didnt happen because of course he didnt have a car he could use at the moment.. so that sux and then come to find out hes back in collage 2 hours later, interesting.. but any whoo i think its funny how kiki has a crush on my b*f because he reminds her so much of the kid she likes back form collage lol kiki u have to improve jim a little though.. anyways.. only if i didnt have 2 go to work at 3 it would have turned out to be an allright day but noo i have 2 go in :( ....goodbye if you choose to ignore the life laws and stumble along, wondering why you never seem to succeed, you will cheat yourself out of everything you deserve. so take the time to learn the life laws, adapt to them, and mold your choices and behavior to them

( My Star) [20 Jan 2004|12:24am] You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla

( My Star) boredom [19 Jan 2004|11:35pm] [ mood | peaceful ] ahh yeah im soo bored.. if i didnt take a 2-3 hour nap 2day i would have definately been sleeping allreadyy. yep well i worked from 10-4! it sucked but hey its sunday andddd it was snowing all day its soo pretty out now, i wish i was still little id be out there right now building a bigg snowman, well i could still do it but u no thats not the cool thing to do..J*P!! yep so last night me robby n kiki went to scotts basketball game and even though they didnt win im still proud of him because hes *nasttyy* at basketball he made like half the points they had lol.. and then we went shopping, i bought myself some hott thongs from viccys secret, o but tahts the last time im ever going shopping with scott!! haha.. that was fun and then i went home and my parents definately went to casino again like they always do like everyweekend and this was like the 1st time i didnt go out and get drunk or something, goo mee! :) so i stayed home and watched some tv w/ boo anywhooo.. me and cait had a talk 2day and i made a mistake and said something and she took it in a diff way then i ment it to be and i understand what i said wrong but frank had the nerve to IM me and say i made cait cry, he should deffff mind his own biss he doesnt even want me 2 get started how many times he hurt cait, this kid right hurrr better watch it! i love frank but enough is enough! ooooo mann im going to the toby keith concert the 21st of february and i can nott wait lauras deff coming with me and im waiting for jill to let me know if she can come or not, its going to be an awsome night! yayy!.. well gooodnight<3 *are you out of touch with your deepest dreams? the time to start thinking about this is now

( My Star) [18 Jan 2004|12:47am] cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

( My Star) [18 Jan 2004|12:32am] [ mood | indescribable ] yeah welllll i just got home and the weirdest thing happens.. well scotts parents didnt no we were there *hanging out* they were both out at work.. and as soon as we turn at the light he goes wouldnt that be just soo great if that was my dad... anddd IT WAS HIS DAD so yeah god knows what hes gona say i mean what the hell would he be doing out at 12:30!!... and he 4got to turn on his lights that not good eitherr.. i just home he doesnt get in trouble... but other than that tonight was great 1st me scott jill and ho hung out at hos and then went to the movies to see big fish.. gooooooood movie i could really see that movie overr and overr i mean it was my second time seeing it.. but ne ways then we went bac 2 hoes house and left there and went to scottiess! well i hate to say this but i gg i have to be at work tomorow at 9:15! thats rough.. o yeah my avg. in science is a B+ thats the best ive everrr gotten in science.. that and history is sooo hard 4 me to understand.. but o well goodnight -me *many of us have just stopped dreaming and we now simply react to whatever life deals us on any given day. The problem is, if you have no idea of what you want, if you have no idea of what your life would include and not include, it is almost impossible to make any kind of plan or live with any kind of purpose.

( My Star) [16 Jan 2004|10:03pm] [ mood | blah ] yay we had no school that made my day andddd we have a delay tomorow thats pretty cool but so not fair that bpt and stratford have NO school.. im soo blahhh i had to work 5 hrs today! ok.. if a person looks like a grl and talks like a man.. is it still a grl or what!? yeah i def think its a guy!! haaa.. but yeah other than work i had a pretty good day got to hang out w/ my baby and w/ one of my best friends!! omg i seen a deer todayyy!! when me n scott were driving a deer popped out of no where in front of us and then another one!! ran by behind us that was soo awsome! i should have taken a picture as my mother said. lol -me the secret to success is to know something nobody else knows -aristotle onassis

(1 You Are My Star) [15 Jan 2004|09:46pm] [ mood | excited ] ITS SNOWINNGG!

(1 You Are My Star) [15 Jan 2004|07:21pm] -Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally charged. You definitely love the person you're with, and always want to know how they're feeling so you can make sure they're happy. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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